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STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

2010-09-04T03:43:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEEEEEEEPOOOOOO :D
How are you guys feeling today? :D
I'm sooooooooo fine :D
Playing Bejeweled Blitz now :D
Went library to study today.
Done 1 question of my MT :D
HEHE! :D
After that, bused home.
HAHAH. Something malu happened.
I was sleeping on th bus and my head actually drop forward!
Thats not th worst thing.
Th worst thing is that a malay guy in front me actually turn back to look at me -.-
Th problem is i didn't even hit th chair! I only fall slightly forward!
EEEEEE! So paiseh man.
HAHAHAH :D
Anw, i've done my maths hw :D
Left w MT & Eng :D
ANGELA, JY! :D
Byebye peepooooo!
LOVIESSSSSSSS! :D

Good results

2010-09-03T07:27:00.000-07:00

YAY PEPOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
HOLIDAY STARTS! <3
HAHAH!
Hmm.. I've gotten back my progress report.
Results not bad, but kinda stressed up w it.
I really really gonna start studying already.
1 week holiday, no time to waste.
Sick and tired, but no choice.
Gonna get it done once and for all.
SA2. Good luck, LCYA! <3
YAY! Egg tarts on Monday! :D
And going rp for hol. homework.
I gonna finish them alllllllllllll!
I promise man :D
HAHA.
Quarrelled today. Im sorry for scolding you a bad guy.
I was just pissed.
I sincerely hope that you are still going to talk to me.
Your a good guy, of course.
*I didn't out any names. Don't ASSUME.
Alright, today after school, went mummy's shop.
Had lunch w her and went for hair rebonding.
Kinda pleased w my hair now :D
At least i don't have to do anything to it anymore :D
After that, went granny house and had dinner.
Gave cousin tuition and came home.
Had a shower and now i'm blogging :D
Guess what, Im hungry! :D
TEEHEEEEEEEE!
Gonna cook instant noodles now :D
Bye peepooooooooooo!

Am i still as cheerful?

2010-09-02T02:51:00.000-07:00

02/09/10, Thursday.
I just came back from school (; Stayed for supp today. Not bad. Easy & fast. Kinda having bad mood these 2 days. Just couldn't get what guys are thinking about. Some are too emo, some are too 'hard' to get into them. Don't really know how to explain. Only if you have met them, you will know.

Things had been kinda hard for me. Im too stress (over things which are too mature for me to understand). Im too tired. I need to have a break. A long, long break. Perhaps i'm weak. Very weak. Or in fact i am. I'm not strong enough to cope w all these. My EOY are coming. There are much more things i need to be worrying about rather than Love.

L.O.V.E, what's that? Why don't someone tell me. Not th dictionary meaning, but in your own perspective. What is Love? Since i don't even know th meaning of love, i SHOULDN'T be in love. I wanna get my ass out of this relationship thingy, NOW. But can i?

I don't want to be this emotional now, blogging about emotional things. But this is how i feel. Other than blogging, there's nothing else i can think of to get my problems out of me. Im really really really vexed now.

I'm not like this. I used to be happy go lucky. I don't have much troubles in th past. I don't show emotional faces, post emotional status on facebook and all. But things has change. Its not th same anymore. Is this because i'm growing up and so i will meet these kind of troubles? Or izzit because i deserve it?

Tell me, people. This has to stop. I need to put a stop to this. Teach me how, emo. Tell me how you feel, hard. Im sick and tired of this. Let Me Go.

Alright, im stopping here people :D
BYEBYE! <3

WOOHOO~

2010-09-01T06:51:00.000-07:00

Oh welcome back Angela :D
HHAHHA!
Th time now is 10! And i am enjoying dairy milk chocolatee! <3
Yay! Im SOOOOOOOOOOOO happy :D
Yesterday, yesterday yesterday, yesterday yesterday yesterday :D
Why!?
Because, because, because...................
....
I BAKE EGG TART AND IT SUCCESS :D
WOOOOOOOOTS!
Hmm..
No doubt, it was a unforgettable day.
I shall keep it in me always. Always.
<3
Alright, shall end here :D
BYEBYE~ <3

HERROW! :D

2010-08-25T03:08:00.000-07:00

Hello people! I AM BACK TO My BLOG AFTER 1 MONTH!

WOOOOOOOTS!

Hmm.. How are you peeps nowadays? :D

I am stuck w test almost every week.

But its kinda not bad :D

I got back Mt, Maths, Science(practical), Geog.

If I'm not wrong, its only like this. :D

Mt- Forgot x:

Maths- 33/40

Science(practical)- 14/15

Geog- 8/25

Woots.

Yes, my geog cmi.

And i seriously can't find any tuition teacher that teaches Geog.

I wanna take tuition next year ):

Hmm.. Nvm ba.

And tomorrow im having History.

AWW MAN!

GG!

Hahaha :D

Oh peepooooooooooo! Guess what!

I cut bangs :D

HAHAH!

Gonna study now :D

Bye people! :D

Th morning breeze

2010-07-24T18:51:00.000-07:00

Wooooots!
Guess what. I woke up this morning at 6 for a jog at th so called park beside th stadium.
I went Alone you know!
Hahahha. I did imagine how would it be if he was beside me.
It will definately feel good (:
I kinda missed th times.
But i was glad that we were better already.
Yes, he is a great guy (:
So i believe that when he suddenly treat me th other way round im sure he have his own reasons.
And im not gonna ask him anymore about last time (:
Humen being should look forward isnt it?
Hahahha. Im looking forward for us being better :D
Good luck peepoooooo for everything (:
Gotta go.
Bye people! :D

Home suck ley )):

2010-07-16T21:57:00.000-07:00

My blog kena stalk -.-
Peepooo! GUESS WHAT!
PEOPLE SEE WHAT I POST ON MY TWITTER AND BLOG AND WENT TO TELL OTHERS LEHS!
Hmm.. I so famous uh? :D
LOL. Please luh.
Is there a problem w me still having another guy inside me?
Nobody says anything. Then why you?
I don't even know you. For god sake.
Go away laaaa. -.-
Hahhaa. Enough of you.
Peeeeps, i miss you guys! :D
And i wanna leave house )):
Sister and brother driving me nuts.
Both are total liars -.-
Sad case. Nvm :D
Im not angry :D
Shouldn't waste much energy on them.
Oh! I have lots of researches and ace-learning to do!
Byebye! :D

Angela is bitchy!

2010-07-10T16:45:00.000-07:00

HERROW PEEEEPOOOOO! :D
Angela is backkkk!
Uh.. My life is kinda boring nowadays.
Monday dance, Thursday Supp, Friday work. Thats all man!
Tsk tsk. F it.
Quitted tuition. Can't really cope w my studies.
Seriously im kinda stressed up.
And guess what )):
Nowadays when i see him, i avoid.
I really can't think about him and that friend of mine.
Yes, maybe their nothing. But i just don't feel right.
Uhhhhman. Goddess, save me.
Whatever shit it is.
Hmm.. I've decided to go for an iphone :D
Is either i get th grades that my mama want, or i work for it.
Im working now and my pay actually helps.
I shall save till i get th amount from now on :D
Wish me luck okay peepooo? :D
And tell your smth.
I AM ADDICTED TO TH HOUSE OF NIGHT STORY BOOK!
How i wish there will be movie :D
Okay la, gotta stop blogging. Shall come back soon! :D
Byebye!

IM BACK!

2010-07-07T02:43:00.000-07:00

HEH! PEEPOOO!
Long time since i post yeah.
I wonder where does my readers go nowadays :D
Anyway, im back.
I haven't been using comp for quite a long time.
1) Bored.
2) Lazy.
Hahaha. Im fine these few weeks.
What about you guys out there?
And you?
Gone facebook just now. And saw something thats kinda..
I don't know. My friends told me.
And i went to check it out.
No doubt. ):
I know i shouldn't have felt anything by now.
But how ley? Everything that i say i don't seem to do it.
Fuck it )):
Why does he gives everything that i expected to her?
Mine is coming too.
Will i have th same thing?
Anyway, I AM HAPPY :D
And i should be.
Bye people.

2010-06-20T20:49:00.000-07:00

OH PEEPOOOOOOOOOOOO!
BELOVED READERS!
I AM BACK! :D I know you guys miss me blogging like hell right.
HAHAHAH! x:
Alright, had been great these days :D
And guess what?
I had thought about it :D
ANGELA IS NOT GOING TO HAVE UNNECESSARY PROBLEMS! :D
So, i gonna have my life back like th past :D
No more relationship, friendship, whatever ship problems! :D
And, i am HAPPY with myself! :D
Cool right! :D
Hmm..
OKAY! My hmk ):
How ley?
History, Lit, Art. Tsk tsk.
HOW HOW HOW! ):
Im left w 6 days.
Tomorrow going out w godma.
So.. Im left w 5 days!
I will complete it :D
YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY! :D
Im done posting! :D
Shall have my breakfast alr :D
Bye PEEPOOOOOOOOOOOO!
♥

Tutor!

2010-06-13T05:54:00.000-07:00

OMG OMG OMG!
PEEPOOOOOOOOOOO! HAHAHHA!
Guess what, i am going to be a tuition teacher from tomorrow onwards :D
My friends should be proud of me :D
I GROW UP LE! (:
Guess my pay.
1 time 1 & a half hour.
And 4 times i get 120.
Not bad right? :D Teach a kindergarden boy (:
HAhhaha. Pray for me oh! :D
Okay, im tired actually. Soo tired.
What i said to him was true.
I wanted him to be th first to know.
Whatever things that happen, i wanted him to be th first to know.
And when i ask for being back like last time, i meant it.
Does he know how i feel? Gosh.
Alright, bye peepooo.

I'm wondering all th time :D

2010-06-12T06:39:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEEEPOOOOOOOOOO!
HAHHAHAHA!
Went RP today, planned to do Science project.
But in th end? We did nothing that has got to do w that project.
I guess i really want a break.
From everything (:
Shall be out alone tomorrow. Have not thought of whr to go.
But definately somewhere quiet (;
Probably not bringing phone out. Or mayb it would be off.
Hahaha. Guess what happened today.
I CRIED IN PUBLIC! LOL!
First time ever.
Soooo fucking awkward and pissed.
EEEEKS! Blame no one but myself.
HAhahah.
PEEEPOOOOOO, what shall i say now?
I don't know. I miss him. A lot a lot a lot.
Oh yeah, whatever. Does he give a damn to me? I don't know.
At least he don't leave me alone.
I wonder if he knows where will i be when i need to be alone.
I wonder if he knows what i need when im down.
I wonder will he take th initiative to text me again.
I wonder if he will come and look for me when im down.
I wonders. HAHAH!
IM CRAPPING! OMG! :D
OKAY!
BYEBYE! :D

....

2010-06-10T14:18:00.000-07:00

Aww man. Days pass so fast.
Holidays are half over alr. And my homework still like..
Woke up at 12 plus from a terrible dream about SPIDERS.
WTF. EWWWWW! I swear i've got goose bump all over me.
Gosh. Anw, as usual like ytd, going lib lata to do my work.
Sat w a gentle lady yesterday :D

Hmm..
Somehow, i had a feeling that he should give up.
But no matter what i say, he just don't understand.
He treat me really well. Really. I don't know how should i explain this.
But he should really just give up.
Whatever it is, my heart somehow is unable to let him go.
I'm sorry i hurt you once again.
I don't know if you are going to read my blog.
But i have to let you know.
I didn't have th couage to say it to you.
This is th only way.

I know people have been saying things behind my back like im a slut or flirt or whatever.
But have you guys been in my shoe before? If no, please. Stop it.

Alright peepoooo! Gotta go :D
Byebye (;

Tiring day.

2010-06-06T06:01:00.000-07:00

Xinru overnight at my house yesterday.
Thanks to her, Birthday card was completed (;
Spent a long time doing it. Effort was not wasted (;
Thanks girl. ♥
Hmm.. Woke up at 830.
Lai chuang till about 845 and went to shower.
Everything done at aroung 950~10.
Left house w Xinru and went Mac for breakfast.
Called Jh to meet us at Mac and pei Xr.
Walked over to BK to pass him his present. ♥
Left and went back to Mac.
Slack a while and went to meet mama at Breadtalk.
Trained to Fareast.
Bought a dress (;
And i've learnt how to make a bracelet for myself.
Thats soooooooo cool! Hahhaha.
After that, went to Taka and walk around.
Cab back woodlands around 6 plus.
Went Cwp and walk around again.
And sadly, my gastric acted up. It hurts so much ):
And so, mama went to Fairprice quickly to get whatever she need and brought me to th coffeeshop for dinner.
Had dinner and now im homed (;
Gotta go.
Bye peepooo.

Tumblr.

2010-06-03T00:31:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. It has been quite long since i post yeah.
Have been using tumblr nowadays.
But feel that shouldn't neglect my blog since i have been using it for so long.
Holidays are here.
But homeworks too. BIG PILE.
Especially Lit. Fucked up.
Totally no idea what to draw.
GEEEEEEEEEES.
Its alright. Shall get some from my Beloved friends :D
Had a dream last night.
Th dream wasn't too aggregating.
That was just what i want.
Back to th past.
Why does it happened in dream but not real life?
Im sick and tired of th guessing games that he have been giving me.
I don't want to guess why are you treating me like this anymore.
I don't want to guess if you even cherish my friendship a not.
I don't want to guess if you have just a little bit of feelings for me.
Im really tired.
I said i gonna make good use of this 1 month to forget about him.
But how? Gosh.
And im attached. Can you guys believe it?
Forget it.
Gotta go. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Its th last day.

2010-05-27T05:45:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. Last day of school.
Was not very excited or what. ):
Cause im missing him. How? D':
OMG. 1 month ley! ):
Nvm la. Perhaps this is th best time for me to forget.
I have been clinging onto this because i have always been hoping that there's chance.
But is there?
My mind told me to give up. But my heart is telling me that there is chance for me.
I just need a chance. Just 1. Please.
I know you don't like me. But why are you ignoring me?
What did i do that i deserve all these cold shoulders? ))':
Tell me please. I'm so tired. Hais.
Anw, got back my report book.
Th results was kinda disappointing. And thats sad. D:
Though th position was not bad.
Hmm.. I passed all. But kinda terribly.
I gonna work harder. I swear. From now on.
And i've found a job for myself.
Jiayous oh, Angela.
Mummy and sister waited for me after school today.
Luched at Yoshinoya and went home.
Showered and everything and went to meet Kidd.
At around 6, went granny house.
Slept till 7 plus. Woke up and went for dinner.
After that went woodgrove to get something.
I thought i saw him. But perhaps its my eyes playing prank on me.
And now im homed.
Gotta go. Bye peepooooo.

Tml last day of school!

2010-05-26T05:55:00.000-07:00

WOOHOOOOOO!
Tml is th last day of school!
♥♥
But only 2 hearts. );
Cause i wouldnt be able to see him in th hols. Sad case.
And his b'dae is coming. What should i do?
Will he accept my present?
Or will he be like 'WTF. Whats that for?' ):
Or will he give me '-.-' face? );
FUCK LA. I really don't know what to do.
Izzit because i don't deserve him?
Not even as a frend? I don't understand!
Why don't he explain!? ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
I don't want holidays. I rather there's no break time.
So that i can see him.
Why am i like this? Did i change a lot? D:
Hmm.. I really don't know how ):
Tell me what should i do and i will do.
Gotta go. Bye.

Im sorry ): Tell me what to do please.

Th last song.

2010-05-21T20:56:00.000-07:00

WOOHOOOOOOOOOOO! :D
Guess what, caught Th Last Song today!
It was really GREAT!
♥♥♥
It made me cry and cry. )':
Anw, i have gotten back my history paper Section A.
And i got 25/35! :D
♥
TEEHEEEEE! :D
Not bad right! :D
&&& Th most important of all!
Lets have some effect first :D
*Drum roll*
WOOHOO! I saw him today AGAIN! :D
♥♥♥♥♥♥
And me saw me :D
TEEEEHEEEEEEEEEE!
Shy laaa okay x:
Alright alright :D
Really hungry now.
Byeeeeee peepoooooo! :D

2010-05-20T02:33:00.000-07:00

Hellooooooooo peopleeee! :D
Guess what, i saw him today again! :D
Muahahhaa :D
♥ ♥
Hmm.. Stayed back in school to make some bracelets for th malawi project (;
I made 1! :D
TEEHEEEE! Had a nice time w th peepoo in class :D
Monkey around w them :D
Hahaha, anw, seriously praying hard that i can get back my history paper asap.
My English paper 1 section A, guess what.
Teacher say that my compo is similar to th original story and gave me only 17/30!
WTF! Compo is i write 1 ley! Where got original de!
EWWWWWWW! Boooooooooooooo!
Hahahha. I don't know what to post le.
Im just super happy! :D
He seriously brights up my everyday :D
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I love my day!

2010-05-19T02:07:00.000-07:00

Photos taken on Saturday.

Hahhaa. Hmm..

Tired after school ):

But still, what happen yesterday make me sooooo happy till today! :D

I saw him in school also leyyyyyyyyyyy!

GGGGGGGs :D

Muahhahaha!

Anw, my english paper tyco got 43/80.

Muahhahaha :D

Not bad uh. I fail last year :D

Hahahha. This shows that i got studyyyy!

Alright! I want to nap alr.

Byebye peepoooooooooooo! :D

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Results taken back.

2010-05-18T04:27:00.000-07:00

HIIIIII PEEEEEEEPOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :D
Hmm.. I've taken back my results. Not all.
English only paper 1 part 2: 16/30
Maths paper 1: 45/50
Maths paper 2:25/50 -Over all 70/100 :D
Science: 55/100
Geog section B: 36half/80
Chinese paper 1: 46/70
Chinese paper 2: 43/60
Chinese LC: 12/20
Thats all! :D
Someone just brighten up my day :D
MUAHAHHAA :D
OMG! I just couldn't stop smiling :D
ARGGGGGGG! :D TEEEEEEEHEEEEEEEEEEE! :D
Anw, gtg!
Bye peeeeeepoooooooooooo! :D
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

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2010-05-13T01:51:00.000-07:00

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Stupid mood.

2010-05-09T06:33:00.001-07:00

Oh man. Guess what.
Woke up at 10 plus today. Wasn't feeling good.
Paper tomorrow. Kinda stressed up.
Gonna wake up at 4 tml to do a last minute revision.
I think i gonna change my everyday routine.
School ends at 130.
Then maybe i gonna reach home around 3.
And i will shower + dilly dally till maybe 4?
After that i shall study. Till about 6.
Dinner at granny house. Reached home before 8.
By 8 i shall be on bed and sleep.
Wake up at 4am and study till 6am.
Shower and school. How do your think? :D
Hahhhaa.
Hmm.. Gonna crap now.

I seriously don't know where will i get th courage to text you again. Maybe i did something wrong which made you pissed all th time. I apologise. I'm sorry. Perhaps you didn't know. Th answer that you gave me did hurt me. I couldn't sleep at night thinking what exactly did i do wrongly. I spent half a box of tissues on my tears. For th first time. Its ridiculous isn't it. Hahahas. Do you remember i once asked you, Do you think we will still be in contact after your o's? And you told me Yes. If at that point of time i still love you i gonna continue to text you. Yes. I gonna continue to text you, if all these had never happened. But now, i don't know where to get th courage. I really didn't expect our friendship to end so fast. You didn't know how long i took to send you a text after th way you treat me totally changed. Maybe we were not fated. To be friends. But its alright. At least there was this once in my lifetime. I couldn't think about you anymore. Because i knew i can't take it. But still, i love you.

Im sorry.

2010-05-08T06:08:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. Went study today.
Didn't thought of going out.
But still, went RP.
With babe and Kidd.
I did study. Alot. Saw many peepoo there.
Had a good time i suppose?
Around 6 plus? Went for dinner w whole family.
Celebrated mothers day. (;
Was really tired. My mind.
Stored too much History inside.
Anw, dinner was great.
Walked home.
I made him upset ):
Im so guilty. And now he's ignoring me.
He lied. Do you think he feels guilty too?
Hmm.. ):
But what i say is real de ma ):
Idk la. Byebye peepoo.

I really love you. Really. Not him. But you.

200th post!

2010-05-05T03:49:00.001-07:00

WOOHOO!
This is my 200th post! :D
Muahahha. Had a great sense of achievement :D
Hmm.. Paper starts next week.
And th tuition just now was killing me.
Tuition teacher told me that my tuition time was double my sibling's.
GOSH. No wonder.
Yeah. 2-2 and a half hours of tuition.
And all i saw was 2xy+14xy=?...
GOD! MATHS, MATHS & MATHS!
And i seriously feel that th stress is really difficult to cope.
GREAT. Guess what.
Cher say that H1N1 is back.
Good luck to me.
Im sick for 5 whole days alr.
Im having a flu, a sore throat and cough!
Im so scared that i will not recover.
God dammit.
Anw, go to study now/
Bye PEEPOO! :D

Outing at Vivo!

2010-05-03T04:34:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO!
It had been a long long long long time since i post! :D
Muahhaa! Miss me right!? :D
Anw, went vivo today :D
Met Pb, Renjie and Nicholas at breadtalk at about 11 (:
But so sad, th 2 guys were late. So, we met them at mac (:
Went vivo and walked around.
Went there to get 3 things.
1) Scotch tape.
2) Sweets.
3)A bottle of water.
LOL! Lame right!?
Hahhaha. But did had a fun time there (:
Got back woodlands about 4 plus.
Went Sakae for dinner (:
Thanks to Renjie, Pb and Nic for that! :D
Left cwp around 615.
Went to th garden near my house.
I didn't know what i want to do. So i just sat there and thought alot.
Muahahahha :D
Hmm.. And i reached home around 640.
Anw, school tml again! Sian. ):
Alright, gtg :D
Will post soon! :) Miss me PEEPOO! :D

You never know what you got till its really gone and that one person that
moved on in life and you realized your making a fool of yourself by running
back... I'll always love you though.

Everything will be okay in th end.

2010-04-25T01:15:00.000-07:00

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I'm tired. All i can tell myself now is,
Angela, Everything will be okay in th end.

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2010-04-21T03:55:00.000-07:00

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Angel: HI !
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Angela ; HELLO! :D

Stress!

2010-04-21T03:45:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. PEEPOOO IM BACK!
Miss me right? :D
Muahahha :D
Erm.. Exams.
Hah. 4 days away. What am i suppose to do?
Fail man. Jialat liao.
Had difficulty sleeping at night just because of th stress that had cause by th SA.
And i'm really STRESS!
I have been working hard. I hope th revisions that i had done helps.
Anw, gonna stop blogging till i complete my SAs.
Hope you guys will continue to visit my blog! (;
Bye people!

Holding on tight

2010-04-17T23:10:00.000-07:00

IM ROTTING AT HOME!
Geeeeeees! Peepoooo! Save me from this disaster!
Bored die me.
Eeeeeyoooo.
I done my e-quiz & i got 70%!
Im so proud of myself! :D Muahhhaha x:
And i done Dnt also! :D
GOOOOOOD! :D
Peepooo, guess what, my blister become smaller liao ley! :D
Hahahha :D
I'm sure i will miss th blister after its gone :D
Sooooo random! :D
Alamak. I really very bored ley!
How how how!?
Nvm, i go sleep.
Muahhahahha :D
BYEBYE! :D

ITS RAINING!

2010-04-17T01:41:00.000-07:00

Woohoooooo! PEEPOO, its raining! :D
Muahhah! :D
Hmm.. Woke up at 7 today (:
I thought i was going to be late!
I chiong shower & everything and when i reach school, i was th second 1!
Hahahha :D
Choon Siang was playing bball and i was all alone in th canteen :D
There was no car in th quadrangle! :D
I feel like th whole entire school belongs to me!
Cool man :D
Hahah. After that Wanqing came and Mr Richard.
Then th rest.
Went spare room for supp.
Ended around 10 for me.
Hahahha. Good time (;
Came home and rest till about 2 plus and went out for a while.
Luckily i got back in time. If not i will be really wet :D
Did my tuition hmk and now im free (;
Oh & DnT. God damn it.
I don't know how to do! I swear! ):
Forget it.
Having a sore throat now :D
Hahhaha. I sound sooooo weird! Cool voice! :D
Hahhaa. :D
Alright people! Gonna continue fb-ing.
Byebye! :D

Blessed.

2010-04-16T06:03:00.000-07:00

Left school after lunch today :D
Hahahha :D
SCHOOL WAS GREAT!
During science lesson (:
Muahahah :D
After school, came home and had a good shower.
Then went out again.
Hahahahs. Went Sembawang (;
Had a great time out there.
Th breeze kissed me! Muahahah :D
And after that, it rained heaily.
Trained back to woodlands and walked around.
After that, took bus to admiralty.
Called kor. He brought th umbrella for me and went to granny house.
Had dinner and im home (;
Supp tml ):
8-930. ARG! Tired ttm! ):
Byebye people.

Maybe this should be th way

2010-04-15T05:40:00.000-07:00

Muahahha. Back! :D
Had supp after school today till 345 or so (;
Its sooo tiring :D
But stayed back after supp and went for a run.
Guess what, i almost fell! GEES!
So darn unglam. I hope no one sees it?
Hahahha :D
And its so coincidence (;
I saw him. Hahah.
How should i describe that feeling?
Erm.. I miss him. A lot. But i feel awkward.
Yeah. Had any readers have that kind of feeling before too? ):
2 guys left without giving me a reason.
Today i asked 1 of them Again.
He told me it was because of my immaturity & my freedom.
1st, Freedom. At that point of time, im only 12. At most 13.
Boy, how much freedom do you expect me to have?
2nd, Immaturity. Yeah. I agree that i was not mature enough.
But do you think this is what i want?
I wasn't mature enough but i swear that i had really did my best when im with you!
Im trying hard to satisfy you. Maybe to you, im just as common as your friends compared to others.
I really did love you.
And it simply just hurt till now when you answered me th truth.
And as for th other 1, i still couldn't pluck up th courage.
Cause imma dumbass.
I do things without thinking and in th end, i hurt myself.
felt pity for my parents.
Tsk tsk. Bye people.

No place in your heart.

2010-04-14T05:13:00.000-07:00

Hello peepooooo!

Muahahaha :D im back! :D

My tuition starts today (;

Guess how was it? GREAT :D

I finally understood!

And i can solve th equations myself!

YOOHOOO! :D

Thats a good news, yes :D

Hmm.. Look up there.

My finger! Tsk tsk.

It hurts when i shower ):

Its sooooo big!

Ewwww. Disgusted.

Anw, i have started revising (;

Gonna MIA sooner or later (;

From everyone. Unless im in school (;

Miss me guys :D

Alright, byebye (;

I am missing you

2010-04-13T04:27:00.000-07:00

Peepoo.
Uh, how should i start ley?
Hahaha :D
I burnt my hand w th Hot gun glue(?) Hot glue gun(?) today.
And now, there's this huge bubble on my index finger ):
It looks like i got finger cancer and th tumor happen to be there.
HAHAHAHHAHAHA! :D
But it hurtsssssssssss!
Ouch.
But its alright! :D
I gonna stay strong (:
Who am i? ANGELA! :D
Muahahhha! :D
Went home walking in th rain today.
And its really HEAVY rain.
When i reach my door step, i look like someone who had forgotten to remove their shirts and they start showering. HAHAHHA :D
Anw, Jie, you spoilt my mood.
Yes, you did.
If you are a failure, then what about me!?
MY relationship w th guy i love can be messed up by OTHERS.
How am i suppose to tolerate this!?
I am trying hard. Im really trying very hard to think positively or maybe not to think about it.
But why can't you!?
I know you miss her. I miss him too.
But there's nothing we can do.
You guys can still be friends. But what about me?
You know how he treats me. I told you everything.
You should put yourself under th lucky category. Isn't it?
Jie, im sorry that im giving you attitude.
Give me some time to think about it.
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Bye people!

Loath

2010-04-12T06:23:00.000-07:00

HELLO!
WO HUI LAI LE! Muahahha!
PEEPOO, im back! :D
TEEHEE!
Hmm.. My mood haven't been very good today.
Had been trying to smile and laugh throughout my day.
Terrible. I felt terrible.
UHHHHHHH!
Aiya! Forget it!
EEEE!
Muahahaha. Siao liao.
Somethings wrong w me. :D
Anw, i've change some of th goals in my life (;
First thing first, my studies.
I don't care anymore, i want to study.
And thats ALL i want (;
Realationship & Friendship shall be placed aside first (;
No more going for him, no more giving up.
STOP.
I've thought through what Mdm Su said today.
Th phrase that she said was right (;
I need to love myself first.
But still, studies is MY choice (;
Alright people, gonna sleep! Byebye! :D

Learn to love yourself before loving others.

Its going to rain!

2010-04-11T18:29:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO PEEPOO!

Im done w th pics! Muahaha! :D

Uh, woke up around 9 plus.

Followed mummy to work.

Helped her w th stocks and did my work.

Went check point to buy my shorts :D

TEEHEE :D

Walked back from 700+ to mummy's shop.

Waited for her and went for lunch at 5. Muahahha :D

And now, im home! :D

Hahahhaha :D

Tomorrow start school le.

I gonna work really really hard from now on (;

I swear :D

Jiayous Angela :D

I gonna work on afew things from now on! :D

My studies & him!

I CAN DO IT! :D

I think so ):

Alright, gotta go!

Byebye! :D

Pleasant day (:

2010-04-10T08:19:00.000-07:00

Went msia today (;

Hmm, was a pleasant trip i would say.

Went to pray. After that, went temple.

After all prayings, went for lunch.

Had LOBSTER! :D

Muahahha! :D

WOOHOO!

And then, went City Square mall.

Walked around. And came back Singapore around 4 plus.

Reached home about 5 plus.

Slept for a little while, showered and went granny house.

After dinner, went coffee shop to slack a while w siblings and mummy.

Guess what? :D

I sang th Joe cheer LOUDLY in th coffee shop like a retarded! :D

Oh GEES! And my mummy video it! HAHAHA! :D

Soooo fun! :D

Okay, thats my day! :D

Going out tml.

Bye peeeepoooooooooo!

I gonna work on this! :D

2010-04-08T18:10:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO!
PEEPOO! I done my e-mearning! :D
Muahahah! :D
Hmm.. Woke up at 630.
Washed up and followed daddy & mummy bring sister & brother to school and went for breakfast.
After that, Im home! :D
Hahah! :D
Gonna do some of th house chores lata and go mama shop help her (;
She gonna do something to my pimples again!
Hahaha! :D
Bored man ):
Anw, i have thought about it (;
I AM GIVING UP! :D
I love you, a lot. But it hurts a lot too.
I can't stand th cold shoulders that you are giving me anymore ))':
I don't know what happened.
But does it still matter? Hahas.
I miss th way we chat at night, th way we draw in our msn conversation, th way we text and th way you tease me.
But i know after all, you will be with someone else.
He was right, you are fine without me :D
I should give up th hope (:
And so, i am giving up! :D
That estimated 2 hour chat that night after th pp will never be forgotten (:
Thanks! :D
Muahahaha! :D Its not gonna be easy. But i can! Isn't it? (:
I LOVE YOU ANGELA! :D
JIAYOU OH! :D
Hahahha :D

Back from camp!

2010-04-08T00:00:00.000-07:00

PEEPOOOO! Im back from camp! :D
Hmm.. Was really really tired.
I wanna sleep. But i can't sleep.
I miss him alot. Tsk.
Th camp was fun indeed.
05/04/10
First day, reached school at 1230.
Assembled in th hall, had our bags checked :)
Hahas, i didn't bring phone! Woohoo!
And guess what, i did had a surprise when i saw my phone! :D
Afew text from him! Muahahaha!
Retarded ass like me! :D
After that, th guys went Labrador park.
Ladies went to put our things in th bunk and start w th first activity.
If im not wrong, Kabadi was th first activity.
It was fun. But boring x:
After those activities, we had our dinner.
And then we went for showering.
After showering, there was some activities for us.
And it was supper time.
Th first few showered alone. And th rest have to shower in pairs.
In 3 minutes time.
Hais.
And after supper, we had reflections in our bunk and tada, lights off (;
06/07/10
Woke up at 545?
Went to th toilet clean up and everything.
After everyone was done, went to th quadrangle for national anthem.
After that, we set off to Jurong Bowling centre.
Had a really fun time there! (;
And i STRIKE! :D
Muahahaha! :D
About 12++(?) went back to school.
Had lunch and went for amazing race?
Alamak. I forgot.
And at night, we had other activities.
Like obstacle course. Hahah!
We had to crawl under th table w only a hand.
And it was a long long way! :D
But all of us manage to complete.
There are many other more activities.
But this is some of them whom i can't forget!
Th haunted classroom!
GEES! Someone grab my leg and i was blind folded!
It was fun though :D
07/04/10
In th morning, went to Labrador park (;
It was a really hot morning.
Went there all th way till th afternoon.
I fink Labrador park a unique place.
In a way how th tunnel was built :)
Coool man! :D
After that, went Marina Barrage.
That place was perfect. Beautiful on th roof.
Im sure i will go there again :D
And camp there at night for th perfect view of th stars (:
Marina Barrage ❤!
Muahaha! :D
And reached school about 5.
Prepared for th camo fire.
Pepoo, do your remember th childhood song?
It goes like this ;
When i was a little girl,
i ask my mother,
what will i be.
Will i be pretty,
will i be rich,
this' what she said to me.
Dear Sarah Sarah,
Whatever will be shall be,
th future is bright to see,
Dear Sarah Sarah.
What will be shall be.
Any idea? :D
Actually wanted to sing that song for campfire.
But something cropped up. ):
Hahah, its alright :D
I had a great time during th campfire!
08/04/10
Today! Hahaha :D
Same routine.
After that, went back to our bunks to collect our bags and went to th hall.
Put our things there and went to clear th guys bunk.
After that, went to th hall again.
Did some activities and Mr Jack Cheong debrief us (;
After everything was done, went to arrange th chairs for th Sec 1s' parents meeting session.
And came back (;
Alright peepoo, gonna end here.
My eyelids are soo heavy now.
Goodnight! :D
Shall post again tml!
BYE!

Away for 4 whole days!

2010-04-04T16:17:00.000-07:00

GEEEEEEEEES!
Afew more hours to camp ):
How? I'm having that damn flu now.
Omg.
ITS OKAY! :D
I gonna survive! Muahahhaa :D
PEEPOOOO! MISS ME! TEEHEEE! :D
Anw, gonna be a tired week ahead.
Went airport to fetch daddy ytd.
Hmm.. Not bad?
Do you guys know what i'm talking about? :D
Hahhaa, actually i don't. Muahahah :D
Okay, going off already.
Bye peepooos.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, Agnes Liew!

YOU, miss me too.

Cause i miss you soo much.

sec 2 camp is on my way!

2010-04-03T01:32:00.000-07:00

Ohhhh man! Camp is coming!
GEEEEEEEEEEEEES! ):
I really don't wanna go already D:
And guess what, my fking devil haven come!
Oh man Oh man Oh man!
Scared man! ):
And and and i dont have enough PE shorts!
Its alright :D Patricia say she lend me!
Yoohoooo! (:
Meeting her at 2 tml to get it :D
Thanks babe! :D
Hmm, will i miss whoever too much that i cry?
Tsk tsk. Hpw uh?
I DON'T WANT TO GO THAT BLOODY CAMP ANYMORE!
Peepoooo! Save me ):
Hais. Jialat sia.
Im so tired.
I can't bring phone some more.
Guys, do you think i will have surprises after i come back from my camp and when i on my phone? :D
TEEHEE!
Muahahaha! :D
Anw, went Sembawang Shopping Centre today to get 1 sets of PE attire :D
Bought a shoe bag and a cup! :D
Hahaha! YES! Its a cup! :D
I bought 1 for my granny! :D
Hhaha! Now she got th same cup as me! :D
For hygiene purpose, i don't wanna share cups anymore! :D
I Love My Cup Man! :D
Hahaha! :D
OKAY! Shall stop here.
Going pack my things now.
Bye peeeeepooooooo! (:

A night full of stars

2010-04-02T07:16:00.000-07:00

Peepooooo, im back! :D
Woke up around 9 plus.
Washed up and went to do my art (;
I dirtied my hands and my phone! Gees.
And i went to shower.
After shower, i dried my hair.
About 2, i went back to sleep.
Hahahah :D
Woke up from a text.
Went to wash up and watched tv.
Hahaha.
Tired die me.
Going bball on Sunday (;
Planned to get th necessary things for camp today.
But mummy was not free ):
Sad.
Around 6 plus, went ah mah house to celebrate Ah qi kor kor's b'dae (;
Old le uh! :D
Somehow, i dont feel like going for th camp anymore ):
I really don't wanna go. I miss you man.
Fucked up.
Its alright! (: Gonna get independent! :D
Im 13+++++! :D
Hahhaha, anw, going get th things by tml! (:
Bye peepoooo! :D

meet th parents session

2010-04-01T07:25:00.000-07:00

Just came back from school (:
Meet th parents session today.
hmm, teachers didn't say bad thing.
But my results drop till very jialat.
I failed 2 subject that i wanna take next year.
Zzzz. Disappointed ):
So, form th week after next onwards, i wanna start tuition.
I gonna work really hard and strive for EXCELLENCE! :D
Muahahha! :D
JIAYOUS ANGELA!
I can do it man!
I got th best for DnT! :D
I got grade 1! High distinction!
WOOHOOOOO! :D
Hahaha. Alright, gonna shower!
Bye peepoooooo!
Before i go off, i wanna share a quote w you guys!
Mrs Kok told us de! I really find it motivating (;

Th difference between impossible and possible lies with DETERMINATION!

2010-03-30T02:05:00.001-07:00

Im back from school peepooo! :D
Hahahha. Meet th parents session on Thursday.
Tsk tsk ):
Scareddddd.
Anw, next week gonna be REALLY fun! :D
Sec 2's ; 4 days 3 night camp! :D
WOOHOO! Im soo looking forward! :D
Hehehe. Gonna miss that few guys soo much.
Hahaha. Hmm, my life is getting bored man ):
How how how? :D
Help me think of something to do! :D
Muahahaha :D
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There was this guy i met in school. He was amazing (;
Really incredible. He got my mood up and down at times.
I got high whenever i receive his text :D
Just a text from him! Hahah! Isn't that silly? :D
I can be staring at my phone and smiling silently to myself without myself noticing :D
Hahahha.
But sometimes, i got so fed up that i draw and draw and write non stop.
Thats th only way i can express my emotions.
My tears had gone dry.
When i just started to get to know him, that was when i just ended my first relationship.
I loved my ex. Obviously i did. I had been crying over months trying to get over it.
In th end, i did.
I got ever him but sadly, i fell for this particular guy.
As i have just ended my relationship w th other, my friends suggest that perhaps i should have a solid feeling for him in case.
And as time pass, my feelings for him really did became stronger and stronger (:
Hahha. Isn't it amazing? (;
We had very good chats everyday. [sms]
But good things don't seem to last.
Something happened. I got back stabbed.
And things started to change. I didn't know if im being over sensitive.
But gees, its soo different now.
Hahaha. Its alright :D
Good things come to an end. My feelings remain. Everything remain (:
But its time i should let it go :D
I will try :D
Hahaha! :D Perhaps you will be happier then (;
Bye! :D

WOOOOOOTS

2010-03-28T02:10:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO! :D
Public performance was simply G-R-E-A-T! :D
Hahaha! Had a really fun time there!
It ended at 1010 and Ah jie walk me home (:
Haha. Chit chatted along th way.
Reached home, showered and everything and got onto bed :D
And guess what?
A moment lata, TADA! :D
TEEHEE! :D
you guys will NEVER understand :D
Only me! :D
Hahahha! :D
Slept about 3+ :D
I am NOT a PIG :D
Cause i woke up at 7! :D
MUAHAHAHHAH! :D
You are! You woke up at 2!
Tsk tsk! :D
TEEHEE! :D
Anw, went temple this morning to pray :D
After that, went SPCA to visit th dogs :D
SOOOO Cute! :D
And then went auntie house.
Slept for 1 hour and came back home :D
Okay, gotta go! :D
Daddy wanna ball w me! Aiyo!
Guess who is betta!? :D
HAHAHA!
Byebye PEEPOO! :D

PP tonight!

2010-03-26T20:54:00.001-07:00

WOOHOO! :D
Public performance tonight! :D
Was suppose to be at Msia now.
But i didnt go! :D
At home also no difference, so bored ):
Sleep till 9+ 10.
Hahah. TIRED MAN :D
Had a great dream last night! :D
Wakakkakak :D
Its 1156 now. Can anyone tell me what can i do?
Hahahha. GEEEEEEEEES.
BORED DIE ME!
Alamak. I go shower ba :D
Byebye peepoo! :D

its hurtful alright

2010-03-25T02:03:00.001-07:00

Stayed back after school for supp.
TIRED ):
About 4? Called mummy.
She came to fetch me from school.
It was raining. (:
But stopped.
Alright, gonna shower now and take a good rest.
Bye peepoo.

Avoid

2010-03-22T05:46:00.000-07:00

First day of school.
Should be not bad? Assume.
Had a terrible night ytd.
Slept at 2 and a terrible nightmare woke me up.
Tsk tsk. Mummy say i thought too much in th day.
Sian. Felt sooo tired during English period.
Did 2 worksheets and read th newpaper w Brit and Roy.
Cool, hahha.
Hmm, im lost.
I really am. Hahas.
But does it still matters?
Haha.
Gotta go.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I love my mood today

2010-03-21T00:42:00.000-07:00

Yoohoo! Back to possssst! :D

Saw that Big ANGELA up there? :D

Hahahah. Weiteck gave it to me!

Wakakaka :D

Thanks uh! (;

Hmm, homework.

1 word to describe. SHIT!

Especially art. I blew it.

Hehehe. Alright,

Gonna chiong now.

English, Maths, Science, Art, DnT, History & Literature.

WELL DONE!

Wkakak :D

Byebyeeeeeeeee!

Love

2010-03-20T06:35:00.000-07:00

Love, Is beautiful, Is pain, Is wanted and needed, Like the falling
rain.
Love, It completes you, It doesn’t die, It moves, It’ll make you
cry.
Love, What I breathe for, What’s worth waiting? What’s inside, This game
of baiting?
Love,
You can’t escape,
You can’t deny it,
You can’t ignore,
Or
try to forget.
Love,
Every waking moment,
Every beat of the
heart,
Everything you do,
For love from the

True love

2010-03-20T06:31:00.001-07:00

True love is like a tattoo, it hurt when it bleeds but it feel good till
the end of ur time.

2010-03-20T02:10:00.000-07:00

Will this smile of mine last?

Is there forever?

2010-03-19T23:04:00.000-07:00

Finally changes my blog skin.
Woke up about 7 to get things ready.
Went Lavender to collect my passport.
After that went for breakfast.
Ate and came back.
Slept in car. Tiredddd.
And im back home about 1145.
Did my maths. And finally, i completed. Half.
LOL.
Alright, going cwp to get my pens and correction tape.
Byeeeee.
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Do you still remember that morning?
I asked you, Do you think we can last for years?
And you told me, We can last forever.
Am i wrong?

I miss my smiles

2010-03-17T03:26:00.000-07:00

Life still goes on. Isn't it?

Woke up at 10? Laze on my bed till 11.
Woke up, called mummy and ask her where is she.
Ans she told me to cook porridge. Lol.
Went to th kitchen and i thought i knew what to do.
I stare at th rice cooker for about 2 minutes and realise i didn't really know actually.
Called mummy again and ask her how.
She told me step by step.
I followed her instructions and went to cook.
I was so proud of myself because i actually know how to use th rice cooker!
Woohoo! :D
I hate eating porridge. And so i went to cook instant noodles.
When my mama come home, she look at th rice cooker and gave me a 'What did you do?' look.
And i ask her, What?
When she open th rice cooker, i realise what i was cooking was rice.
WTF.
We laugh like mad. Hahahah.

After eating, went to shower. Prepare to meet Pb.
I wash th dishes okay! :D
See, im such a guai daughter (;
Left house about 2.
I was late. Soo sorry ):
Trained to Amk.
Saw Joey (:
Went to collect her couple ring.
Walked around Amk hub.
Talked alot to Pb.

At about 5.00? Bused back to Woodlands.
Reached about 540.
Had a short walk there and i came home.
Call mama. Didn't want to go granny house.
I'm so tired. And thats my day.
Going back school tml pei Jie Jie study.
See me this didi. So filial.
Wakaka (;
Alright, gotta go.
Bye.

I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived: I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough.
- The notebook

Sick and tired

2010-03-15T03:54:00.000-07:00

I can't tell myself what to do now.
I can be laughing like mad but i'm dying inside.
My heart sinks everytime i hear him talking about her.
I should be happy. Should i?
But my mood doesn't follow my mind.
I Hate Myself.
I want to be like last time where i have no worries for th future.
I know there are people who cares about me.
They didn't want me to be like this.
But what can i do now?
It is not that i didn't want my problems to be solved.
But i don't know what to do.
Every night i have been asking myself ;
Am i right to do this? Am i being foolish to cry over such matters?
Am i troubling over something that is not a trouble for me?
I really want to be th cheerful girl you guys see me as all th time.
But i realise that when we grow up, we tend to have more troubles.
More troubles that i can't solve by myself.
It makes me thinks that i'm a useless bitch.
I'm lost. I'm lost. I'm lost. I'm lost. I'm lost. I'm lost. I'm lost. I'm lost. I'm lost. I'm lost. I'm lost.
I wanna give up.
Now.
I'm really tired.
Physically and emotionally.
Just like what he says ;
If you love someone, let him go.
If he comes back, its yours.
If he doesn't, he never will.
It is not meant to be.

I miss you.

Happy birthday Daddy

2010-03-14T07:08:00.000-07:00

Woke up at around 9(?) today.
Washed up, showered and went out.
Went SSC. After breakfast, went to buy Birthday cake secretly w sister (;
Ahaha. My dad was shock! :D
After everything was done, went to th market.
Wakakakka :D Granny bought soil for her plants.
Then went back granny house.
I slept. All th way from 3 plus to 5 plus.
Woke up randomly between th 2 hours.
Went back home at about 6 and had a shower.
Went to granny house again for dinner.
Sent auntie to th clinic after that and i'm home! (;
Had been thinking alot just now (;
Although our relationship had been over for such a long time.
But thinking back, it was my fault.
First, i got into your life.
I told you i love you and everything and made you fell for me.
I messed your life up and hurt you.
Things shouldn't have started.
I'm sorry.
I repeated th mistake once again.
But luckily it haven't really started yet.
Its time i should reflect on myself.
Alright, thats my dayyyyyyy (;
Bye peepooo! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! :D

After so many days of moody mood (;

2010-03-12T19:51:00.000-08:00

Woke up at about 9+ today.
Hahaha.
Tired yeah.
Received 2 person's morning message.
I looked forward to his message (;
But he didn't send me 1.
Wakakakka :D
Its alright (; I pluck up th courage and text him after i was out.
And from now on, i'm not gonna care about what others thinkkkkkkkkkk (;
Hahaha.
I like him. Thats my problem isn't it?
Before i knew it, this was how i communicate w him.
So, why must i stop doing all these?
Hahahha.
Lame shit man :D
Anw, i'm so looking forward for th sec 2 camp (;
It falls on th third week of term 2.
Woohoooooooooooo! :D
Okay people, gonna start w my work now.
Byeeeeeeeeee! :D

2010-03-12T06:46:00.000-08:00

After school, went home.
Replace th books in my bad w my clothes and left home.
Went to th bus stop to meet Kidd and he accompany me to Civic.
Helped my mummy deposit all th cheques and went back to school.
Played in th gym and then basketball.
Not bad. But tired.
Very.
Sian,
Alright, gotta go.
Bye.

2010-03-11T03:01:00.000-08:00

Wasn't quite well today.
Nothing major happen. Just that i have finally completed all my 5 stations.
Glad. I passed all.
Somehow i'm very tired today.
Very.
History test, Mt test & Napha. All comes in a day.
Fuck.
Alright, i'm hungry!
Hahah.
Shall have my dinner now.
Bye! :D

2010-03-10T02:05:00.000-08:00

Just got back home (;
School was normal. Hahas.
Had been a tired day.
After school, stayed back and waited for Megan (;
Went for a walk around woodlands ring road w Britney.
Th breeze was nice (;
At about 430, left school.
Went to cwp find Kidd w Irene (;
Somehow i told everything to Irene.
I wanna cry. So much )':
Walked home w Kidd.
Sorry uh jie, make you hear so much of my troubles.
And Irene, that hug of yours almost make me cried out loud.
It hurts, i know you understand me.
I will take your advice and think hard about it (;
But i promise you not to think too much (;
My mum was right.
Its my fault for this kind of things to happen.
I didn't seal my lips from th start.
I shouldn't have blame you.
I'm sorry.
And Superman, hahah.
As for that question that you asked me few days back, i think there's an answer now (:
I didn't give you a proper answer and i was being rude that day. I'm sorry.
I don't know how you will respond after knowing my answer.
But i gonna face th reality.
I can't admit neither can i deny that i said that.
But i can tell you, th feeling is in my heart.
>'I wanna go home'.
Maybe i've blurted it out w/o myself knowing.
If you're angry w me, sorry is th only thing i can say.
I'm sorry.

Wtf.

2010-03-09T00:34:00.000-08:00

Its has been a long time since i post yeah.
Hahaha.
School has been great? Have been trying to catch up my studies especially Maths.
Maths teacher changed. And this is worst.
Alright, forget it.
What about friendship? I can't describe whats happening right now.
Hahaa. I find it hilarious.
I thought things could maintain like how it used to be after that argument last time.
But i still got back stabbed. And to me, this is not a small matter.
I trusted you and that is why i told you everything.
You can say that its because she asked you.
But so what? As a friend of mine, is this what you should do?
I'm not trying to pin point anyone.
But please show me some respect.
I do think that i deserve it.
Don't i?
Fuck my life.
I hate it.
So what should i do now?
After knowing th stupid fact that..
I'm tired.
I got myself sick and i skipped Monday.
Who can i trust in future?
I'm getting emotional out of a sudden.
Its raining.
I miss walking in th rain.
What should i do?

Sports day

2010-02-26T07:41:00.000-08:00

Lazy to post.
Shall do it some other days (:
Got people call me don't post about him.
But th more he say th more i want.
BLEAH! :D

2010-02-23T04:11:00.000-08:00

People! Your know what happen!?
SHIT! I invited Brian over to my house but i forgot to include him!
EEEEEEE! I stm ley!
Now, gonna say a big big big big sorry to Brian Lee! :D

SORRY

BRIAN!

Hahaha. Brian! Cannot ignore me liao! :D Sorry!

A night that filled me w memories

2010-02-20T22:35:00.000-08:00

19th
Woooooooooooooot! :D
Had a fabulous day.
Haha! Damn. Can't control and i'm laughing to th com :D
DJ, JH, XR & JC ton at my house (:
Haha. Jeesh. Don't know how to start.
At about 4, went cwp to meet Irene.
Slowly, JC, Brit, XR and Pat reach (:
Brought them to up to my house first.
And after that, shawnald reach (;
And then DJ & JH.
Had a great time w them.
Irene and Brit left first.
After that Pat and Shawnald.
Then left DJ, JH, XR and JC.
And then th fun part comes (;
Haha. Can't recall th whole enitre night's scenario.
But i know th best part.
Guess what? :D
People, i guess i can be a barber when i grow up :D
At about 3 plus, XR, JC and my bother was asleep.
I was a little tired too.
So i rested my head on th table.
But there's these 2 evils go and open th door and wanted to throw me out.
So bad! But i woke up. Haha.
Laze around and then we started on this game.
And i couldn't remember who gave this idea of spreading th poker cards on th table and each of us pick a card.
Th one w th smallest hair will be cut by me! :D
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT! :D
Haha.
But of course i also kena la.
DJ and JH take turns to cut my hair alright.
Botak already. Their skills cannot make it :D
After that XR join in.
Her hair also got cut! :D
HAHAHA :D
After th game, cleared up all th hairs and procceed to play bluff.
Haha.
Played till about 6 plus 7?
Totally forgot th timing.
Then about 8 plus, JH and JC left first.
Then XR and DJ and me went to sleep on th sofa.
Haha,. If i'm not wrong, everyone slept.
Woke up around 845? Guess la.
Daddy, mummy and granny left house already.
Did some rubbish things till 10 plus then called for mac.
Had breakfast and about 11 plus, DJ and XR left.
Went shower and everything and left for uncle's house.
To my surprise, i still got ang bao :D
$$$$$$$$$$$
Dunno la.
Thats my best day in 2010 till now :D
There's more to come! :D
And yes, i'm gonna invite you!
Okay, byebye people! :D

Lame act.

2010-02-18T01:05:00.000-08:00

Woke up blur this morning.
Same routine everyday.
Straight to th toilet, brush teeth, wear contact, change and tie hair.
But today was such a sucky day.
I dropped my right side contact and i couldn't find it.
Lol. So left school w/o anything. Lost my black spect.
School was normal. Just that something happened.
But i don't wish to say so much. Don't wanna get into other people's personal space.
Zz.
Called daddy to bring me home after school.
Went granny house, had lunch and back home.
Changed and went out again.
Went admiralty, made a new spect and a new pair of contacts.
Th contact was expensive -.-
Saw Lewis and Brian (;
Then i'm back home now.
I'm sure i'm going to have fun tonight and i'm looking forward to tml night (:
Haha! :D
Win win win! Woooooooooooooooooooooooooots! :D
Okay, gonna prepare for tonight le.
Byebye :D

2010-02-16T05:48:00.000-08:00

(very very handsome shirt i bought from man master (: )
These few day of hol was great i suppose.
Had a fantastic time w my red packets!
But my mood is getting from bad to worst.
Had all my moneh banked in.
Whatever.
Tml got school.
Going off.
Bye.

Valentine's,

2010-02-11T01:51:00.000-08:00

Guys, i'm back (;
Haha. Gonna dance tml!
And someone says he can't wait to see me dance wrong.
So bad right? Haahha.
Nono. Even i dance wrong i also will pretend like i didn't de :D
Stayed back after school today.
Did my homework and slack a little while.
Somehow i'm really tired today.
Almost fell alseep during science test today.
I'm so going to fail. Worst still, single digit.
Atom? Electron? Proton?
Shit la! Lol.
Lets see how well did i do after i get back my paper.
Tml after school, planning to catch a movie w Brit and co.
Not sure if i have enough time to go back Greenwood.
Will confirm w you guys later today.
2 more days will be Valentine's day and Cny! (:
Wooooothoooooo!~ :D
I'm going to celebrate my valentine's day w
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Wanna make a guess? :D
Haha! Enjoy guessing! If your wanna know then come ask me ba! :D
Haha.
Alright, gonna have some rest now (:
Byebye people.

Am i still as cheerful?

2010-02-09T17:48:00.000-08:00

Hello people :D
Im back again :D
AFTER TOMORROW, HOLIDAY STARTS! <3
I wonder what will happen during th holiday.
HAHHA! I have lots of homework ):
Anw, i got back History paper :D
16/20 :D
Not bad yeah! :D
HAHAHHA :D
Im so bored people )):
I gonna make egg tart again lata :D
Its nice :D
TEEHEEE!
My mood had been fuck nowadays ):
I cry, i laugh, i get angry and everything! )):
Yes, just so random. I just couldn't control.
Not Pms. I just don't know why.
Anyone had this feeling before?
Share w me what happen?
Im dying.
BYE PEEPOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! ):

2010-02-09T04:16:00.000-08:00

After lesson, went to run woodlands ring road.
Its really tiring and it made me wanna throw up.
But still i ran. After that went back school, rest a little while.
Its Shawnald's b'dae ytd! (:
They bought 2 cakes today.
Smaller 1 for bashing and bigger 1 for eating.
And Shawnald got his whole face covered w cream and cake.
Haha! Hilarious.
I didn't expect myself to kena also.
Haha. Okay la, tired le.
Tml got rehersal.
Gotta go.
Bye,

2010-02-07T05:10:00.000-08:00

Went out w Brit today (: Took many pictures.

But i'm lazy to upload. Hence, only 5 was uploaded :D

Anw, I was quite sure about what to do now (:

What kind of a person is she i guess its quite obvious already.

Haha. Gonna post rest of th pics next time (:

Going off le. Byebye.

Happy new year! :D

Byebye,.

Hahaha.

2010-02-05T20:30:00.000-08:00

Woke up at 10++ today.
Guess what, my phone committed suicide x:
I found my phone under my bed! Haha :D
Wanted to wake himmmmmm up today :D
But i couldn't find my phone. Sadded ):
Haha. Guilty le la! D:
But still, he woke up himself.
Granny woke me up. Showered and went Woodgrove for breakfast.
After that send granny to bus stop and now i'm home! (:
Granpa b'dae today :D
Think i'm gonna have lots of fun at 108 tonight!
Kinda tired today. Ha.
Had been practicing my dance, jumping around like a monkey at home :D
Haha. I'm really stress up about th performance coming up on 120210.
Whatever it is, gonna do my best :D
JIAYOUS OH! :D
Alright people, byebye (:
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I know that you don't feel for me

The way I feel for you.

We're good friends,

I value that,

There's nothing you need do.

But as a friend I need to tell you

What is in my heart.

An unsaid truth is like a wall,

Keeping us apart.

My love for you will go nowhere,

Will just remain with me.

I'll hold it in my quiet arms

And feel it constantly.

Rainbow,

2010-02-05T06:09:00.000-08:00

It rained heavily today.
I was hoping so much to see that rainbow after rain.
But th rainbow never appear )):
I accidentally saw it just now.
Its just a click. And somehow it broke my heart.
Its so different from all that i've heard.
I don't wanna know whats happening and i really wanna run away.
Never come back.
I've been burning up so many pieces of letter.
But it doesn't help at all.
I hate it. FUCK!
I can't cope all these. I can't.
I'm giving up. Somehow i am.
I'm tearing almost every night.
And i'm sick of it.
I'm lost now. Whatever it is, I wish him all th best! :D
Jiayous! (: Haha.

With a smile on my lips, and a tear in my eye.

Love is killing

2010-02-04T05:06:00.000-08:00

After lesson, went for supplementary.
Then rehersal. Damn cool!
I love it man :D But i dance wrong certain steps ):
Haha. I gonna work hard man! Next monday rehersal again (:
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:D
This is how i make my post long :D
Haha. Anw, things are alright now.
Or at least i hope (:
She's sick. Haha. He should be worried. ):
Takecare of her ba :D
Byebye people!

Thanks for telling me th truth. At least now i know that you still have have feeling for me. Among these days, i've grown up. I really have. You are right. You made me grew up. Because you gave me up, you thought me to be independent. I don't want to give you anymore hope. Cause i don't want to hurt you. I wish you all th best, boy.

He says, I M POSSIBLE (:

2010-02-03T04:14:00.000-08:00

Hello peepoo! Wo hui lai la! :D
Today have been fine. Great! :D
Tml got rehersal ): Got damn stress up.
Its okay! I gonna show my best performance :D
But if th actual day i forgot my steps jiu jialat le D:
Whatever la.
Same thing, after school stayed back.
Did maths and everything. And about 6 left school.
Wanted to buy file. Went popular and wtf, don't have that file.
But who cares? :D
Okay la. Going off liao.
Byebye :D

2010-02-02T01:15:00.000-08:00

Everything was fine today, i assume. But somehow something confuse me (:
But i'm not going to care anymore. I mean it. Not Anymore. If you choose to spread, go on babe :D

Completed my shoe horn today (: Cher say nice ley! :D Okay la, going off now. Granny house lata. Byebye.

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Let me steal you from the one you love
In hopes that as time passes you'll love me.
So deeply does your smile my heart move
That merely touching you is ecstasy.
Normally, such crimes are not my style,
Nor would i infidelity propose;
But i love you so much i can't revile
Anything that some slight hope bestows.
Let me show you how i'll care for you,
How good it feels to have me at your side,
How spring eternal i'll make ever new,
And every want or passing whim provide.
Try me out.
I promise you'll be mine
Once you see how bright my sun can shine.

Love seeks to make happy rather than to be happy.

2010-01-30T00:23:00.000-08:00

Rot at home today.
Woke up at 12+. Thanks for calling me a pig uh :D
Anw, woke up, brush teeth, and use com.
Skipped lunch today. Had a terrible muscle ache.
Perhaps because of th run ytd. I seriously couldn't maintain my speed.
Run and stop and run and stop.
Anw, there's nothing much for me to say now.
Just that i really had some problems facing up to reality that he perhaps will not fall for me (:
So dumb of me.
But being a friend of his is well, enough.
Had been looking for songs th whole afternoon.
And i suddenly got obsessed w this song again.
Guess what song izzit (:

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

He made me reslised i actually had given up on him.
Th feeling was gone. And he was too, gone.
But th memories stay. Its impossible for me to forget th time that we spent together among all these days.
I still do tear when i thought of th way you hugged me and call me your Girl.
But its different now.
Th feeling is not there. Its not like th past anymore.
I'm not sure if you will feel hurt after reading this paragraph of my post.
But i don't want to hurt you and i didn't mean to hurt you. I only want you to understand th situation now.
You taught me alot. And that will always remain in me.
Thanks.
And i'm sure you are going to find someone who will not fail to be your girlfriend.
Allthbest.

2010-01-29T06:11:00.000-08:00

Left school about 230 today.
Together w Megan, accompany JinHong to Admiralty.
He changed his clothes and went to take 912.
He alrighted after Civic and Megan and i continue th journey.
We just sat in th bus without any destination.
I reached home about 330? Uh. Somewhere there.
Showered, rest awhile and left home.
Went to Civic, slack a while w her, him and him and then went Admiralty.
Went KFC after that go find cousin.
Went granny house w him. Had dinner and everything and came home (:
Quite happy w my day (:
Byebye people.

Th damn truth

2010-01-28T04:16:00.000-08:00

Almost late today -.-
Same thing, Maths, MT, History, English and Science.
After lesson, went for supp. Had some fucked up mood today.
Don't really know how to describe. :D , ): , D: , >< , -.- , )':
My mind is kinda blank now.
Thinking of what to do. With Him. And him. And her.
Aiyaaaaaaaaa! Dunno what i talking about la!
Fuck.
I help Brian deco his DnT cover page ley! See i so good :D
Left school about 6.
Took bus and alight at th next stop.
Then took th next bus again.
Got up and went cwp.
Walked to granny house.
Had dinner, brought my uncle to yishun and came home.
Thats my day.
Bye.

2010-01-27T06:00:00.000-08:00

Hello people. Its 10 sharp now (: And i suddenly feel like posting. School was great today. Completed all my homeworks in school (: GREAT! I guai le ley :D Started on new chapter for maths. Direct proportion. Its really quite confusing. But i will try my best to understand everything (: Okay la, late le (: Gotta go. Byebye.

Day after day,

2010-01-26T03:05:00.000-08:00

Time flies isn't it? Haha. I'm sec 2 already. I missed th day when i'm at primary school. Especially primary 6. My clinque, Agnes, Cindy, Geraldine, Sheila, Yi Tong, Hazel. Do you guys still remember how we used to prank Mr Lye? :D Put plaster on his chair, skip his class, talk back to him and many more. But time doesn't rewind. And so, i'm facing up to reality :D

In Secondary school, there are less fun. I can't prank th teacher, i can't skip class and i can't talk back. Its not th same at all. I regretted alot when i first came into this school. I told my mother that i wanna transfer out. I tried really hard to get my best results because i wanna get into Riverside. But i'm glad that th results didn't turn out to be good (: As i've started to get use to how this school is like.

Do you guys think that i've grown up? From last year to this year. Or am i still as childish? Mr Nasil said that we will never learn if we don't have problems. But i'm sure i've met many many problems especially this year. Its only th 26th days or so in school and i'm facing so many friendship problems. I couldn't tell anybody how i felt about that person. Cause i'm not sure if that person will betray me. I got betrayed again and again. I tried hard to trust that person again. But its impossible. I hate th way th person behaves. But i have to take it as nothing happens and continue to be w her. Actually its not th same anymore. From th first time you betrayed me, everything has changed.

Am i wrong to express all my emotions on blog? Why izzit that even if i didn't put that person's name she's always thinking that i'm talking about her? If she didn't do anything that will cause people to say things about her will she come and talk to me? And she's always giving me that WTF face. I don't wanna face her. I don't like th way she act in front of guys, i don't like th way she says bad things about people i'm close to. I don't like it. She don't understand me at all. Whats th point of being friends in that case? Most importantly, we don't have trust between us. I don't know if you know i'm talking about you. But i don't wish to hear you talking to me in school about what i post.

Confuse.

Stayed back in school again after class (: Did homeworks. And at about 5++, left school. Went coffee shop. Slack a little while and went granny house. Chatted w cousin (: Miss her damn lot alright. After that came home.
Alright, thats my f dayyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Bye peepoo.

2010-01-25T04:26:00.000-08:00

`Speechless.
Let it go,

2010-01-25T04:06:00.000-08:00

All these are th pics that i took from phone. As for th rest, i use camara. And its really damn slow uploading. Is that baby cute? :D He's Xavier! (: My daddy's friend's son. He's so bubbly! Always smiling! (: Alright, if i'm really bored at home someday, then i'll upload all th pictures.

Went school as per normal. After lesson, went for dance. Seriously, i think i dance like a monkey -.- Was really really tired. I feel so pekchek that i really wanted something for me to hit on. But guess what, i didn't do anything. Lol. Thats all for today (: Bye!

2010-01-24T06:17:00.001-08:00

Hello people (: Things have been great generally. Spend my weekend in Sentosa's IR. Its a really amazing place i whould say (: Th room was really really nice! :D You guys should visit it yourself (:

Came back woodlands in th afternoon. Sleep awhile and went chong pang. Shouldn't elaborate on that. At about 7? Came back woodlands again. Ate dinner at 354 and went cwp w mummy and bro. We talked alot alot & him! Damn funny man! Hilarious! I really coulsn't control myself! :D Whatever it is, thats my day! (:

P/s: Picture will be uploaded soooooooooooon! (:

Asshole,

2010-01-21T04:22:00.000-08:00

Days have been th same, no change (:
Great isn't it? :D
Just that some of my friends are really making me fucked up.
From th first day of school, things are already different.
Now its th 17th day. It did got worst.
Friends around me should know what is happening now.
It suck alright. SUCK!
I really wanna scold all these; @!"£^&!
I can't stand it anymore. People around me is making me MAD.
Except for those who is being w me all th time (:
Th rest are mad and wants me to join them -.-
Okay, mai gong liao. Waste my time.
Stayed back in school again today :D
Wooooooooooooooooot! Hahaha! :D
These few days have been great chatting w that somebody.
Haha, for your info Brian, that somebody is not fierce! :D
Need go off (: Bye people!
Anw, Jiayous for your north zone tml guys! :D

Damn.

2010-01-19T04:22:00.000-08:00

School as normal. Nothing special. After lessons, stayed back and guess what, thanks to afew of them, i completed my Maths (: Thanks dearies. I was doing my work when this bunch of basketballers came and sang a b'dae song for one of their mates (: Its really really very loud. Lol. They seem mature. But when it comes to play, i'm sure, they're not mature. Hahah. Alright, enough of th gossips (:

I have never felt like this in my whole entire 13 years life. 'Friendship' can be so easily spelt but so hard to take it.I feel like my head is going to explode everytime i thought of it. Things are really getting harder as we grow. Why i can't i stay like this forever? There are so much more challengers that we are going to face especially in Friendship and Relationship. For some of you, you may think that i'm talking crap here. You guys will never understand till one day when you experience it yourself. It really hurts alot when people stab you in th back. I'm actually crying for my friendship whenever we talked about it. I'm sick and tired of all these. Someone says i'm getting from bad to worst. Tell me honestly people, am i? Anyway, i'm going to approach a councilor as soon as possible. Not gonna continue. It kills.

Time change things.

Time change people too.

Damn.

2010-01-16T00:22:00.000-08:00

Went Jogging in th morning w Brit. Went Rp. Jog 2 rounds around th track. After that, went for lunch. After lunch, home.

Reach home, on com. And got stuck here. Bored to th max luh. And i'm chatting w this somebody on msn. He says i'm a lamer and say its a compliment. It goes like this.

Me: Riverside (:
Him: again? lol
Me: Haha Yeah :D
Him: all from river
Me: Yeah :D I from ocean :D Better. Hahah :D
Him: lol you very lame uh lol
Me: ee. Okay lo. I'm a lamer (;
Him: actually its a compliment
Me: compliment?
Him: i mean its a good thing that you are lame
Me: why?
Him: lame=talk fuuny things=funny=cute

Haha! Isn't it funny!? Got people say me cute ley! See :D
I'm rotting at home. Thats why i'm doing this :D
Alright, Bye!

Woodlands Ring Basketballers Rocks! Jiayous for your North Zone guys! :D
No. #4, #5, #6 #7, #8, #9, #10, #11, #12, #13, #14, #15!
Jiayous! :D

&&

Not forgetting th Volleyballers! Babes, you guys Rocks to th MAX!
Siewming, Eden, Rachel, Belinda, Freda, Xueting, Huili, Celine, HeQin, QiuHeng, Dura Hannah, Zixin, Berlynn, Peiting! <3333333333
Jiayous! :d

WOODLANDS RING SECONDARY ROCKS!

2010-01-15T05:01:00.000-08:00

Stayed in school till 6 today. Haha.

I almost died because of a water bottle ):

Haha, anyway, i'm happy today (: I am.

Going off. Bye!

Is he right? He's so success in bkb. Captain of Wrss ley. Who am i? A student from 2-7 normal academic class. Am i really aiming too high? But i just fell for him naturally. I didn't want to. I know i felt really happy seeing him day after day. I couldn't resist th temptation. As day pass by, my feeling for him followed th time to grow. I'm totally in love w him. Damn it. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!

Suck cock.

2010-01-14T06:30:00.000-08:00

Everything is getting out of hand. I hate her. Alot. In fact, all of them. They sucks alot. All of them are fighting over ****. Then what about me!? 'She' is lying again and again. How can i make myself trust her again? And "she" says that she don't like her. But why is she still hanging out with her? 'She' told me ytd that she would change. I tried to change too. I didn't ignore her. But why is she not keeping her promise? She said taht she won't stay in between me & her. It has only been a day and she's not keeping her promise. Wtf. And its obvious that she's not happy. Why must i be th one giving in to her everytime? He says if i give in to her, she will learn to change. She will then give in to people. It has been 2 years. She's still behaving like th leader. Why must i be her slave? Don't i deserve respect? She's not like this in th past. She change alot. I'm starting to hate her, hate her terribly. I can't help it anymore.

In love

2010-01-14T03:22:00.000-08:00

I posted 6 pictures again. I'm down w fever people ):

I shouldn't talk more. Byebye.

Everything sucks.

2010-01-13T04:58:00.000-08:00

These few days, many things happened. Especially my friendship. It sucks up to th max. I'm going speechless for my friendship life. Am i th one who created all these troubles? Seriously i hate it. Or i should say them. They are causing fucking troubles for us to settle -.- Izzit that fun after all? What happen today made me wanna smack th table hard and perhaps flip it upside down. You guys are childish. Really childish. All of you are throwing our sec 2 faces into th bin. Do you think you still can use those primary 6 way of settling problems to settle everything now? Things are different. We grow everyday. But to me, you guys only grow physically. You mentality is way too far from us. So, if you know i'm talking about you, please, kindly fuck off my life -.-

2010-01-13T04:24:00.000-08:00

Went to Create Talents to collect my Cd ytd (:

Like what Brit say, i post 6 a day (:

Alright, gonna run now. Byeeeeeeeeee!

2010-01-09T21:16:00.000-08:00

Hahha! Suddenly found this pic in my folder.

Retarded right!? Does it look like me? :D

Let th fate decide

2010-01-09T20:50:00.000-08:00

Yeasterday, went for cca selection and helped out in th modern dance. I was a little bit guilty when i saw my vb seniors x: I interviewed w my teacher. And she said she will let me know within 2 weeks. After everything was done, about 12 plus, went to take 1 round in 912. Bored to th max. Then i went home.

At about 4 plus, i went to meet Sm. Actually i wanted to meet Augustine. But dilly dally till it was too late. I knew i was wrong and i made him angry. But he say he never. Ha. About 7? I left lib. So sweet for Sm and Roy to sent me home! :D Thanks dears! (:

Alright, today, gonna rot at home! Woke up at 1245. Terrible. I haven't slept till so late for so damn long already. Okay, mai gong liao! Byebye people! (:

No. 4, perhaps Brian was right. So, let th fate decide! (:

iha tem yse lf.

2010-01-08T06:30:00.000-08:00

Just browse through some of th blogs. And i happened to see this from Brit's blog :

It's okay. It’s okay to want someone you can’t have. It’s okay to want something more. It’s okay to cry when you’re hurt, and it’s okay to stay mad at someone who hurt you. Believe it or not, it’s always going to be okay. That’s just how it works. Sometimes things don’t work out how you want them to, and most of the time, it seems like they never will. But eventually, everything is going to iron out some way or another. You just have to believe, keep your faith, and move on.

—RunAwayTrain.tumblr

Isn't it nice? Yeah, i think it is. Some things happened these few days. My life suddenly sucks so much. Totally. I wonder how would it be if i never appear. Will it turn out to be better? Th lyrics says, Its okay to want someone you can't have. Is it really okay? But what if someone close to me wants him too? What can i do? I feel that i'm suffocating from all these. I really didn't do it purposely. I don't want to. But i can't control. Its too late. I've fallen for you. For goodness sake. Suck cock man. I've regretted, totally. But on th other hand, i'm happy. Cause you've made me see what kind of a friend do i have. I'm speechless. I don't know what to say. Did i do something wrong? Why do i have to accept these kind of punishment from somebody that doesn't deserve respect? I hate it. I hate my life. I hate myself.

Seize the day

2010-01-07T22:18:00.000-08:00

First week of school has passed. Things are so different from Sec 1. And my friends too, problems are everywhere. Friendship, relationship, studies and all. Especially friendship & relationship. Like what Mrs Kok say, we need friends. Have you guys ever come across this question? If one day one of your best friends fell for someone you actually had a crush on, what will you do? I thought it hard. But th answer never came out.

This morning, woke up at 630. Because, i didn't know where my human alarm had gone to x: I knew i was going to be late. And even worst, i wasn't really feeling well. First thing after i drag my feet out of my bed was that i went to th toilet. Duh! I kneel down in front of th toilet bowl and i tried hard to get that bloody vomit out of my stomach. But nothing came out at first. I felt really terrible. After that i got up and went to change. Suddenly th feeling was here again. I went to hug th toilet bowl again and i vomited. This time th 'thing' really came out. Disgusting. I vomited 3 times. Thought of absenting myself today. But i didn't. Still went to school.

Reached school, and began w th same normal routine. After th Sec 1-5 gathering, went back to class. Had maths, R&R, Eng & Mt. After school, went coffee shop. And now home. Gonna shower now and i'm meeting Megan and Brit lata. Bye.

*********, hate you man! Got her jiu forget me liao luh. Eeeeeeee. If i knew it, i wouldn't have gave you her number! Forget it. Hate you! ><

Third day if school

2010-01-06T04:20:00.000-08:00

It has been th third day of school. Things are about th same as last 2 days. Just that met Mrs Kok today. She told us about all th streaming thing. Its quite complicated. But i know next year no promoting to express le. She only say if we really excel in our studies, we don't have to take n level. Great. I will do my best (:

After school, went coffee shop for lunch. Saw miss Lim and had a short short talk w her about my cca. This sat still going back school ): And i've confirm i want join modern dance liao. But dunno th instructor want me anot sia. After lunch, went back school. Went to th theatrett. Chit chatted for very long. And then went out to see how was th performance. Cool.

Sorry readers, i really don't feel like posting le. So i shall cut short. About 4 plus, went off. Before that, i took a small peep at no. 4! :D And i went off. Saw Yukai on th way home. About 6, i reached home. Change and went down fetch didi. Then came back home. Alright, bye!

Kor, if you happened to read my blog, remember what you promise uh! These few days guai yi dian jiu can le! Jiayous luh! :D

Its th 2nd year of my teenage life. I'm 14 already. But i do feel that i'm not as mature as how a 14 year old girl is. This is not something that i want. I want to grow up. But i don't want to leave my fairy tales life. I still want to be th cinderella that gets th happy ending in th end. I don't like real lives. Because i know in real live, happy ending never happens. I want a prince that belongs to th cinderella, a happy ending that belong to th couples. When will i ever had a prince of my own?

2010-01-05T03:40:00.000-08:00

Second day of school.
Alright, today actually not bad.
Morning assembly, did attire check.
After that went class. Did tables arrangement and teacher told us who is th president of th class all these.
Then went for height and weight.
Guess what, i'm damn f short and damn heavy.
Height; 155cm.
Weight; 42 kg.
But i'm th lightest among my clinque! :D
Then we went back class. After that recess. I ate. But didn't finish. Paiseh sia.
Went hall after that. Had a short talk and went back class.
MT teacher came in to talk to us. She gave us a paper and ask us to fill in all those details.
One if th question was, What do i want my teacher to call me. Guess what i put!
Sotong! And another question, describe my look. I wrote, I look like a sotong because i look stupid! I told my mother about this and she agreed! ):
After school, went canteen. Planned to do my homework.
But i was too engross w something else. Haha. And thanks to Megan, i blushed.
That kor kor of mine, Augustine was there too. He help me do DnT. So good of him.
*Clapssssss! And i help him do his English! He really took my points! *Clapssssss!
Stayed there till about 5 plus and we left.
Took bus back cwp. I fell asleep ): Anw, gonna change cca soon.
Sorry, volleyballers. Miss you guys so much. And coach.
Wasted too much time on me. ): Jiayous!
Alright, gonna go. Bye people.

First day of school

2010-01-04T04:20:00.000-08:00

Went Ah jia gugu's wedding ytd. I reached home late. And so i slept late. Reached home about 1230am. Showered and went to sleep. For th whole night, i didn't really sleep well. I don't know its because today is my first day of school and i get really excited or because i drank a little too much. But i just didn't sleep well. When i finally began to fall asleep, its 530 in th morning. Augustine call me to wake me up. I got up, showered, tie hair and everything and i left. It was a dark morning.

First day if school. I went school with guilt because i didn't complete my work. But i was shock that more than half of th class didn't complete their homework. Anw, gonna start w my work soon. Teacher told us that there will be a guy joining our class. I'm actually quite excited to see hom :) Lets hope everything goes well. I've decided to stay back everyday after school to complete my work before going home. I do think its a good idea, isn't it?

After school, i took th bus and i went back home. On th way, Wilson called me. He told me he was at Cwp. I wanted to go over immediately and take a good look at him. Or maybe give him a tight hug. But i knew this can't be happening on me. I'm not shy to admit that i missed him. Alot. I told him to wait for me. But he says he was going off. I didn't say anything. And then th last word came out of his mouth, Bye. Its quite disappointing hearing th word coming out from his mouth. Because i don't want a bye.

I went home, changed and left to meet Cindy and co. I reached there earlier, so that i can shopped for presents. In th end, i didn't but anything. Instead, i kup money w Jody to buy Cindy a 'broken rose'. ): About 5 plus, i left. Went ah mah house. I didn't know what happen. But i'm tired. I went to sleep. All th way till about 7. Wake up for dinner and came home. Gonna end post here.
P/s: I have not uploaded th pictures i took ytd. Shall do it tml.

Goodbye, 2009

2009-12-31T06:24:00.000-08:00

Woke up at 10+.
Showered and went to mummy's shop.
Took th flyers and went to give myself.
There's this door which is damn weird.
Got 1 stalk of rose on th floor.
Cool isn't it? So damn errie.
I saw then i run -.-
After that went back mummy's shop.
Whole day helping out. First time.
Till about 5 plus went granny house.
Ate dinner then went to fetch ah mah.
Brought her to our house.
Thought if going to cwp.
But i tired le.
Alright, gonna go.
Bye,